I will be pure; Like snow, Like Gold

August 19, 2011

Now, I sing and drink and sleep on floors
And try hard not to be annoyed
By all these people worrying about me
So when I’m suffering through some awful drive
You occasionally cross my mind
It’s my hidden hope that you are still among them
Well are you?

 

I have honestly forgotten how lame I like to be. I watched video, I made with friends as a kid(grade 10). Its about 3 criminals who suck at being criminals so they train up and eventually get hired by Ronald McDonald(for no apparent reason) to  assassinate Jesus the hamburger who is actually a stapler. Its not worth watching. It goes for 10 minutes! Anyway it was lovely to see me as a kid. No worries no fear. makes me wonder if I’m ever going to look back of a photo of me now. Thinking the same thing. Life right now has been quite strange. Well today and the past two weeks its been hectic. Though I see now everything that has happened in the last two weeks lead up to one decision or more of a train of thought. it’s amazing. I mean if one thing didn’t go wrong I wouldn’t be here now blogging about it. Now you can say everything happens for a reason but don’t get cough up that its always going to be a positive outcome. Everything happens for a reason because something has to happen.

 

There is a over a billion trillion paths your life could take you; though there is only one road/path you can take. You could say some things are just fate or that it’s not! Or you could just marvel at the beauty of it all. Today I decided to be true to my feelings. Which to me is a big deal. I constantly lie to myself and always try to avoid my feelings. manipulating them because feelings fuck you around. No feelings, No Tears. Though I have had enough. Today I expressed what I actually wanted AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL! I really never felt so…..lifted! I feel like a positive. I feel good. Lifted 😀

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