Real.

February 26, 2011

Real,Reality,Really.

For the past few days I have realised I say the word “Sorry” way too much. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry”. Because really when you make a mistake sorry is all you can be. I’m quite sick of being sorry for everything; I blame myself too much.  Being stubborn in the best way is just as worst as being stubborn in the right way Dont kid yourself people. So i happen to have a slash of good luck for the past week. Happiness finally,something to smile about. However with happiness I seem to lose my appetite. Its horrible. I’m constantly hungry but not in the mood to eat. It feels as if my taste bugs have standards and NOTHING will satisfies them in the slightest. I really want things to go back and not change. At the same time I don’t. The losses of eating is one of the worst things too;not being able to think or act right,the lack of motivation,the wanting feeling of being alone. Can’t you see what my happiness is doing to me?

Other news. I’m going to become a radio star! Uni starts soon and and I’m tots excited for this year.